Losing You

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best times of my life .

I don't write to tell you that I love you, nor to ask you for explanations that now are not on time. I just write you to express my feelings in this short paragraph. I want to tell you that I really loved you as I demonstrated you.

I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
I just can't let go.
I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesn't mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world. To hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and everytime we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you and now that you're gone im hurt like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but you didn't loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you and ill never forget you, because to me you are the WORLD