Friday, October 3, 2008

Would You?



If I said goodbye
Would you leave
If I said my love was l lie
Would you believe
If I  said I was scared
Would you want to know if it was true
And wonder why I dared
If I said I couldn't be with you
Would you try anyway
If I left you sad and blue
Would you pray for another day
If I said it hurt me too
Would you comprehend
If I said I loved you
Would you mind being my friend
If I said it pains me so bad
Would you hear me out
You are not the only one that is sad
If I told you what it's about
Would you go along with the part
If I said it needed to end before it's too late 
Would you believe that I'm afraid that you'll break my heart
If I said that it isn't our fate
Would you go and leave me be
Would you do what they've all done to me
Would you pretend for a while 
Then leave me with no reason to smile..........


Would you...

It's Hard...



It's hard for me to say goodbye.
You're going your way and I'm going mine.
I'll miss you crazily.
I have fallen so deeply in love with you.
 
It's hard for me to say goodbye.
I wish this day would never have come.
I love you from the bottom of my heart,
I have, and always will.
You are, have been, and always 
will be on my mind,
because I love you!
I really do.
 
It's hard for me to say goodbye.
I will always remember you.
There won't be a time in which 
you'll be forgotten.
Nobody will ever be able to replace you.
 
It's hard for me to say goodbye.
One day I'll stop breathing 
but I'll never stop loving you.
I wonder what I'll be doing 
while waiting for you.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

I Wish That..

I wish that I could be with you
And hold you in my arms,
Whisper all my love to you
And kiss away your tears.

I wish that I could take your cares
And put them all away,
Neatly folded into drawers
While pleasure lights your smile.

I wish that joy could step inside
Your heart and stay awhile,
And all the rain could turn into
A rainbow in the sun.

And all our loneliness like mist
Could fade into the blue,
A memory of sad, hard times
That happened long ago.

But I cannot come home right now,
And you cannot come here
And so our dreams must be the fields
On which we laugh and play.

If life cannot be what we want,
It will, it will be so
For love can turn the harshest light
To gold through sheer affection.

A Silent Tear

Silent words across a screen.
How could you mean so much to me.
I promised myself I would not cry.
Then a silent tear falls from my eye.

What did I do, what did I say,
To make you change your mind, the day you went away.
Everyday, waiting for a sign
To let me know, you might still want to be mine.

Other day comes and goes,
I want to write, but I can't, I know.
You said you needed me more than I needed you,
Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn't true?

Why did you say you loved me?
Then turn around and set me free?
I love you and want you,
But I know I can't make you love me.

Thinkin Of It


I think and I think but here I sit,
In front of my computer screen, dimly lit.
I peruse my thoughts in search of her,
And when discovered, my thoughts just wander.

I love her with all of my heart,
But I don't know how to tell her. Where do I start?
So I sit and I think in front of my screen,
But my thoughts seem so meager and lean.

I want her to know how much she means to me,
But it's hard being in love and making the other see.
I felt this way for quite some time now,
And I know I need to tell her but I don't know how.

One idea works in my head,
But I know that it'd be shot down dead.
The perfect scenerio, it's in my mind,
But sifting it out, it seems too hard to find.

I interact with her from behind a mask,
But I know, at this point, removing it'll be a task.
I think and I think but what I search for evades me,
And so I sit with my computer screen in front of me.

I can only think about both of us, together,
And how I'd treat her, delicate as a feather,
Dropped from an extint bird, seemed to be lost in time,
That needs careful attention and can only be mine.

I just want her to realize that she's the world to me
And that she's the only one that will ever be.
I want to hold her in my arms forever,
Sharing our warmth, letting go... never.

I love her with all of my heart,
But I don't know how to tell her. Where do I start?
I want her to know. This I know is true.
But it's hard to say when I'm lost in her eyes of blue.

I can't tell her, my love is too strong,
Besides, What if she hates me? What if I'm wrong?
So now I sit here, sad and blue,
Wishing we could speak words that lovers do.

I love her with all of my heart,
I want to be with her and never part.
I hope she returns my love
So I pray to the stars above.
I only wish I could make her see
How much her love truly means to me.

Broken In Silence

I’m a broken armour with a bleeding heart
But that will soon fall apart
I try to run away from my mind
And the door slams shut and I'm trapped inside
My smile sometimes is basiclly fake
It’s mostly painted on my face
I try to make it permanent but It doesn’t work
Cause thinking of her makes it worse
And as my present becomes my past
I'll soon think of what I had ….
My future is fast and full of pride
As it changes there becomes more light
So that’s the end of this poem because the rest is untold as it shouldn’t ... ... ...

Missing You Badly

I miss you badly, miss you strong
The nights are dark, they are so long
Days are alike, whatever I do
The only missing thing is you.
Life is so cold, has got no meaning
My heart is frozen, without a feeling
Only my soul cries out I MISS YOU

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Long Distance


from miles to miles
we were apart
ever since our
relation starts.

from day to day
"we" grow old,
but each passing day
is damn so cold.

enviousness had
grown in me,
every time there's lovers
i can see.

how i wish
we were like them,
but sad to say
we're in different than "them"

Love Quotes


Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Franklin P. Jones

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.
Plato

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Robert Frost

If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
Sir James M. Barrie

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
Henry Louis Mencken

Love is a friendship set to music.
E. Joseph Cossman

True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked.
Erich Segal

Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination.
Voltaire

They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.
William Shakespeare

Like the measles, love is most dangerous when it comes late in life.
Lord Byron

Love doesn't strike everyone, only lucky ones get it...and for those who know how to appreciate love, please do because when it's gone...IT HURTS LIKE HELL
FREDDIE

Miss You

I miss the time we spent together
I miss the way you used 2 hold me
The way you ran your fingers through my hair
Even the times when you hung up in my face 4 telling you 2 shut up!
The way you told me you loved
The way it made me feel
I miss the cute way you laugh
I miss hearing your voice
I miss seeing your number on the caller ID after we got in a fight
How it made me feel when you said i was your "favorite"
The way we looked in 2 each others eyes as if the whole world had stopped and we were the only ones left on it
I miss staying on the phone with you all hours of the night
The way you used 2 ask stupid questions, and getting mad at me for not answering them..

I miss you!

I'm tired of all the hurt..I'm tired of all the pain, I really just wish you were here!


Its not that I miss you..I just miss the feeling of being loved and knowing that no matter what someone is there for me that I can talk to about anything, well all I miss is being loved..

Losing You

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best times of my life .


I don't write to tell you that I love you, nor to ask you for explanations that now are not on time. I just write you to express my feelings in this short paragraph. I want to tell you that I really loved you as I demonstrated you.

I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
I just can't let go.
I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesn't mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world. To hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and everytime we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you and now that you're gone im hurt like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but you didn't loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you and ill never forget you, because to me you are the WORLD



Tuesday, July 8, 2008

To Love & Not To Love..

This poem is a description about how teenagers often feel about others; but they don't have the guts to speak up - so they end all through their teen-age life wishing that they had spoken up.


As I stare at the sky,
I see a shooting star.
I think of you
And all that we could be.

I made a wish
Upon that shooting star,
Hoping you would love me
The way that I love you.

When I looked into your eyes
I knew it was true;
I loved you,
And I thought you loved me too.

Day after day,
I wish you would hold me tight.
Kiss me with your soft gentle lips,
And say that you love me.

I love you more than words could say;
I wish I could hold you night and day.
I'll love you always and forever,
Even if you don't love me.

Faith..Hope..Heart

This poem was written at a point in my life that I despise, but would go through time and time again because it only changed me for the better. Every thing in my life was changing.
Good or bad i'm facing it..


I was once told only in dreams
Do dreams come true.
But I'm to tell, here and now,
Your dreams are up to you.
Like "The Rose",
we may pass through life
"Not Understood".
And maybe we won't
make all the friends we should.
But always treasure what you have
and in the mirror what you see,
Then strive to get all you can
and be all that you may be.
On the rocky roads of life,
you must be strong to fall apart.
But, I tell you from my soul to keep
Faith, Hope, and Heart.

My Angel

I wrote this poem hoping to show my girl friend that I hold the strongest love for her that I have ever felt. The poem reflects the things about her that I hold dear in my heart. I wanted to tell her what I feel about her beauty. The thing that prompted me to write this poem for her was the nights and days that we NEVER spent together even when we wanted and wished to. She has touched my life in such a way to make me greatly look forward to the next day when I get to see her.


Your dark flowing hair does tickle my nose,
after you kiss me when I give you a rose.
Your sweet blue eyes send my mind in motion;
they remind me of the sparkle of sun in the ocean.
your calm gentle voice always brings me a smile;
It is so sad we may only talk for a while.
I want to sit and hold you forever,
for that is a memory I long to endeavor.
The touch of your soft gentle hands against mine
send wonderful chills along my spine.
My dreams to be with you have finally come true,
Forever I will never want to let go of you.


(i'm still waiting!!!!!)

Have Mercy...

Everyone seemed so goddamn perfect and wonderful, and I seemed to have no place in it. Back then I did not have the release of poetry to fall back on.


Can't be who I am,
Gotta keep it all inside
I'm happy when I'm out,
But alone I sit and cry.
I smile to keep you happy
I smile when you're around
But all the time I know
My life's come crashing down
You've never looked into my head
and wondered if I cry
I bet you think I'm happy here
But I only want to die

So tell me if you see me
You're the one who laughs at me
Cuz you think you're too cool
So next time you laugh at me
Just remember this poem
I'm a human being too
and I cry when I'm alone.

Feelings Inside

This poem is basically about how I was feeling when me and my girlfren was going through bad times. It tells how our relationship just isn't the same after what all happened, happened.


The feelings I feel inside
I can't explain
It's like I still love you
but it don't feel the same.

The memories we had
stays on my mind
How can I forget
I think about them all the time.

I wish we could go back
to how we was before
But it feels like the love we had before
just isn't there anymore.

So many thoughts run through my head
like what kind of future we have ahead
I hope all our problems go away
so we can live happier together forever, everyday

And if our love never ends
I hope to God that we can still be together forever
But if it does end,
I hope and pray that will be the end of my life.

The END of EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!
R.I.P freddie

Her

This poem is about being with the person you love and never wanting to let go of her. I just want everyone to see how special love really is.


I like holding her hand,
Holding her in my arms
Never wanting to let go
Never saying goodbye,
Wishing the kiss lasted forever.

Her smile brightens my day
And her presence is even greater
For then I know I will always Love her
And with every Hug and Kiss
Our relationship grows stronger.

I feel sad when she cries,
Wanting to make things better,
But all I can do is tell her
That I will always be there.
And I just want her to know
that I will always Love her.



(wish it happens..:(

Reflection of Me Life

I am a guy with many talents, or so I am told. But I feel all alone in this world. I long for a girl who will love me and a clean piece of paper. I have so many emotions bottled up inside myself and the only way I can get them out is to write. It keeps me sane. This poem is about me and my life. I feel like I'm drowning is an ocean and I am the best swimmer in the world. I am a poor guy who just wants to be happy.


I am looking in a mirror,
but all I can see is me,
trying to be
what I want to be
instead of what I really am.