Would You?

If I said goodbye

Would you leave

If I said my love was l lie

Would you believe

If I  said I was scared

Would you want to know if it was true

And wonder why I dared

If I said I couldn't be with you

Would you try anyway

If I left you sad and blue

Would you pray for another day

If I said it hurt me too

Would you comprehend

If I said I loved you

Would you mind being my friend

If I said it pains me so bad

Would you hear me out

You are not the only one that is sad

If I told you what it's about

Would you go along with the part

If I said it needed to end before it's too late 

Would you believe that I'm afraid that you'll break my heart

If I said that it isn't our fate

Would you go and leave me be

Would you do what they've all done to me

Would you pretend for a while 

Then leave me with no reason to smile..........



Would you...

It's Hard...

It's hard for me to say goodbye.

You're going your way and I'm going mine.

I'll miss you crazily.

I have fallen so deeply in love with you.

It's hard for me to say goodbye.

I wish this day would never have come.

I love you from the bottom of my heart,

I have, and always will.

You are, have been, and always 

will be on my mind,

because I love you!

I really do.

It's hard for me to say goodbye.

I will always remember you.

There won't be a time in which 

you'll be forgotten.

Nobody will ever be able to replace you.

It's hard for me to say goodbye.

One day I'll stop breathing 

but I'll never stop loving you.

I wonder what I'll be doing 

while waiting for you.

I Wish That..

I wish that I could be with you
And hold you in my arms,
Whisper all my love to you
And kiss away your tears.

I wish that I could take your cares
And put them all away,
Neatly folded into drawers
While pleasure lights your smile.

I wish that joy could step inside
Your heart and stay awhile,
And all the rain could turn into
A rainbow in the sun.

And all our loneliness like mist
Could fade into the blue,
A memory of sad, hard times
That happened long ago.

But I cannot come home right now,
And you cannot come here
And so our dreams must be the fields
On which we laugh and play.

If life cannot be what we want,
It will, it will be so
For love can turn the harshest light
To gold through sheer affection.

A Silent Tear

Silent words across a screen.
How could you mean so much to me.
I promised myself I would not cry.
Then a silent tear falls from my eye.

What did I do, what did I say,
To make you change your mind, the day you went away.
Everyday, waiting for a sign
To let me know, you might still want to be mine.

Other day comes and goes,
I want to write, but I can't, I know.
You said you needed me more than I needed you,
Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn't true?

Why did you say you loved me?
Then turn around and set me free?
I love you and want you,
But I know I can't make you love me.

Thinkin Of It

I think and I think but here I sit,
In front of my computer screen, dimly lit.
I peruse my thoughts in search of her,
And when discovered, my thoughts just wander.

I love her with all of my heart,
But I don't know how to tell her. Where do I start?
So I sit and I think in front of my screen,
But my thoughts seem so meager and lean.

I want her to know how much she means to me,
But it's hard being in love and making the other see.
I felt this way for quite some time now,
And I know I need to tell her but I don't know how.

One idea works in my head,
But I know that it'd be shot down dead.
The perfect scenerio, it's in my mind,
But sifting it out, it seems too hard to find.

I interact with her from behind a mask,
But I know, at this point, removing it'll be a task.
I think and I think but what I search for evades me,
And so I sit with my computer screen in front of me.

I can only think about both of us, together,
And how I'd treat her, delicate as a feather,
Dropped from an extint bird, seemed to be lost in time,
That needs careful attention and can only be mine.

I just want her to realize that she's the world to me
And that she's the only one that will ever be.
I want to hold her in my arms forever,
Sharing our warmth, letting go... never.

I love her with all of my heart,
But I don't know how to tell her. Where do I start?
I want her to know. This I know is true.
But it's hard to say when I'm lost in her eyes of blue.

I can't tell her, my love is too strong,
Besides, What if she hates me? What if I'm wrong?
So now I sit here, sad and blue,
Wishing we could speak words that lovers do.

I love her with all of my heart,
I want to be with her and never part.
I hope she returns my love
So I pray to the stars above.
I only wish I could make her see
How much her love truly means to me.

Broken In Silence

I’m a broken armour with a bleeding heart
But that will soon fall apart
I try to run away from my mind
And the door slams shut and I'm trapped inside
My smile sometimes is basiclly fake
It’s mostly painted on my face
I try to make it permanent but It doesn’t work
Cause thinking of her makes it worse
And as my present becomes my past
I'll soon think of what I had ….
My future is fast and full of pride
As it changes there becomes more light
So that’s the end of this poem because the rest is untold as it shouldn’t ... ... ...

Missing You Badly

I miss you badly, miss you strong
The nights are dark, they are so long
Days are alike, whatever I do
The only missing thing is you.
Life is so cold, has got no meaning
My heart is frozen, without a feeling
Only my soul cries out I MISS YOU